Break my heart Break my bones Lift me up And throw me down Hold me tight And take my breath I know your presence will cause my death Cut out my heart Leave just a hole Destroy my mind And rip off my soul All these memories I hold on to Fragments of happy past events Now coloured dark, just shades of black I want to paint them colourful again But you just push me back You like those monochrome pictures So dark and cold and numb You like that the feelings are fading So that you can see me as nothing but scum What's left can be easily denied You told me, it's just like your mind Just filled with shades of black I want it to end But still carry on Ignore my screams Ignore my tears Just watch me suffer from my fears Your words, your acts So sharp and cold Your scheming behaviour, Unfazed and controlled Your ignorance Your cruelty Your toxicity Your apathy Your distancing Your inhumanity All these memories I hold on to Fragments of happy past events Now coloured dark, just shades of black I want to paint them colourful again But you just push me back You like those monochrome pictures So dark and cold and numb You like that the feelings are fading So that you can see me as nothing but scum What's left can be easily denied You told me, it's just like your mind Just filled with shades of black I want it to be over But still stay here The thought that you don't care for me Is still the worst It shouldn't be I know, you'll hurt me More and more I know I'll let you You're so obsessed With staying alone You hide your feelings And watch me drown You want me to hate you You push me away You punch and you scratch But I still stay All these memories I hold on to Fragments of happy past events Now coloured dark, just shades of black I want to paint them colourful again But you just push me back You like those monochrome pictures So dark and cold and numb You like that the feelings are fading So that you can see me as nothing but scum What's left can be easily denied You told me, it's just like your mind Just filled with shades of black It would be better to let go I should forget you, yes, I know To clear my mind, To save my soul I should just leave Climb out of that hole Just leave you behind And start a new life Alone But who am I kidding I know I'm addicted to you I know, I won't go
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